American Idol inspired poll

Did you watch American Idol last night?

Did you see the dude who was like 19 years old & never kissed a girl? And he had one of those pendants with a heart & a key and HIS DAD HAD THE HEART?

Ew.

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American Idol SUCKS this season

I'm so OVER American Idol. I don't know if I'll ever watch it again.

Probably.

Because I LOVE the auditions.

But this season has been total crap.

Melinda is gone. I didn't really like her singing, but she IS better than Blake on his best day and her worst.

The Sanjaya thing went on too long.

The people voting are idiots.

What the hell?

I bought CDs by Ruben, Fantasia and Elliot (his new BIG teeth freak me out, LOL). I will not be buying a CD by anyone from this season.

Gross.

Anyway, after I watched "Notes from the Underbelly" to get over my pissosity about American Idol, I started visiting my favorite blogs. When I got to Hits & Mythses, I saw this:



Wheeeeeeee! I love seeing my blog in that Criteo (or whatever) blog roll. He's always the top link on mine. I don't know how they decide whose blog appears on there, but it's the first time I've seen my blog.

I know it's appearing on other blogs because I've seen the stats. I've gotten some visitors from that. (HI!)

I was really disappointed in House this week. Last week was SUCH a good show. Yesterday was just so-so. I'm over the Foreman thing. I don't care if he leaves. Just stop drawing it out.

*sigh*

I must have PMS.

I know because Hugh and I had an argument (in my head).

And my back is killing me.

And everything is pissing me off.

Sunday I stopped by Mommy Dearest's house so that Evan could give her the Mother's Day cards, flowers & the drawings he did for her of Al Green (He gave me 2 drawings of Hugh Laurie. He's so sweet. Evan - not Hugh, I'm still mad at him.)

Anyway

She gave me some religious card...

I'm not a religious person.

I believe in God. But I also believe He's going to send me to Hell so he's not my friend.

WTF was she thinking?

It was like

I can't even explain it.

It was the kind of card I would have expected from a Jehovah's Witness.

I'd tell you what it said but I set in on fire in the middle of the pentagram I drew on my back porch.

Does she know me at ALL???

*sigh*

Just Stuff

VA Tech

I've often felt there was something wrong with me internally.

Because I react differently to situations than it seems like everyone else in the world does.

Like Virginia Tech. I think it's crazy. I think it's sad. But...bad shit happens.

Jenn wrote a post about it on her blog. A lot of people have. And there's, apparently, going to be a day of silence in the blogoshpere on 4/30 in honor (I don't think that's the right word) of the tragedy.

I think there's something wrong with me because I didn't feel compelled to write about it. I really didn't feel anything. I don't know any of those people. I don't know anyone who does know those people.

I'm sure millions (not that millions of people read this blog) of people would tell me "But don't you feel empathy/sympathy for all the people who were affected?"

I guess, in the abstract. But it won't change my life in any way.

Same with Hurricane Katrina. It was sad, but I didn't know anyone personally affected by it. It didn't occupy my thoughts....

That's why I think there's something wrong with me. Something missing in my makeup.

I just have too much shit to deal with in my own life to get worked up over any and everybody else's shit.

If I had the opportunity to add that missing component called "sympathy" to my personality, I'm not sure I would. I can't handle anything else at the moment.

American Idol


FINALLY voted off American Idol. Good. It was way past time.

Life
It feels like Friday since Evan isn't here. He usually only spends the night with his Nana on Fridays. I keep waiting for "Best Week Ever" to come on, LOL. So odd.

My back hurts soooooooo bad. Like I'm trying to think who I know that has some Vicodin so that I don't have to pay for an ER visit bad.

I'm pissed off. Not about anything specific, just pissed.