Because the new one, the one that worked so well the first time I tried it, wasn't working this time.
And it was $65/month WITH INSURANCE.
I'd have to go back to the Doctor to get a switch back to my old AD with a higher level.
And I just paid $180 for a new starter for my effing hooptie and I haven't even paid for the labor yet.
Basically, I can't afford to go to the doctor this month.
I was already kind of weepy on the damned anti-depressant, but since I stopped taking it at the end of last month, it's much worse.
I'm on the verge of tears at all times.
I can afford the xanax. But that's not an anti-depressant. It just helps me sleep.
I hate Medicare.
Why doesn't Obama stop worrying about fucking high speed trains and get universal health care so that people like me don't have to spend months (or years) sobbing all the goddamned time and get our effing meds?
I don't give a FUCK about a high speed train.
I don't give a SHIT about bailing out AIG and giving money to banks that aren't loaning the money anyway.
I need my anti depressant.