Monday 11/21/11

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Living with Multiple Sclerosis, Depression & a Teenager

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Now playing: Brian McNight - Anytime

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o this is a post in response to Relax Max's comment in "Going to da docta"

Here's my estimation of how my brain looks:

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Now playing: Maroon 5 ft. Christina Aguilera - Moves Like Jagger

The lighter parts are the plaques or the MS affected areas of my brain. My neurologist even said he could see the part of my brain that caused the Bell's Palsy.

So right now I'm trying to wait for the video to upload so I can post it, go to bed & hopefully sleep the majority of the weekend so I won't have to deal with my delightful teenager.

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Now playing: Busta Rhymes - Don't Touch Me Now

I wonder how many songs it will be? YouTube estimates 46 more minutes.
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Now playing: Back Street Boys - The Call (Remix)

I'm going to play Angry birds, but I'll be back each time the song changes 1) Because I'm bored & B) Because I can.

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Now playing: KC and Jojo - All My Life

42 minutes remaining...

Did anyone else notice that the pigs on Angry Birds sound like Beavis & Butthead?

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Now playing: Lil Wayne ft. Tech N9ne & Andre 3000 - Interlude

37 min remaining....

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Now playing: LMFAO - I'm In Miami Bitch

35 minutes remaining...

Have you seen that video for I'm sexy & I know it? They are some Brave crazy motherfuckers...and I love it, LOL.



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Now playing: T.I. - Bring Em Out

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Now playing: Lady Gaga ft.Beyonce - Telephone

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It might go faster if I didn't 2 different browsers & 4 different tabs open. I have to drain the dew off my lily. BRB.

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Now playing: Snow Tha Product - Drunk Love

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Now playing: Eve (Feat. Swizz Beatz) - Tambourine



18 minutes remaining...

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Now playing: The Roots - Don't Say Nothin

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Now playing: Train - Hey Soul Sister

Time to change the playlist.

Did I tell you that I just signed up for Dental Insurance which kicks in on 12/1 & today I broke a tooth on a fucking Hot Pocket? I could see if it was a popcorn seed or some of those hards as shit bits I get with Honey Bunches of Oats. But a Hot pocket? That's like breaking a tooth on pizza. WTF is that about?

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Now playing: Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone

8 minutes remaining...

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Now playing: Chaka Khan - Ain't nobody

*sigh* 7 minutes remaining...

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Now playing: George Clinton - Atomic Dog

Here's a post I wrote when I was really going through the shit. I don't know what happened that made me feel like that, but I remember letting Evan read it before I posted & and he cried. Then I went back &tried to make it seem like I was putting someone else's words on my blog. Like a "Guest Post". I was really fucking paranoid then. I'm not paranoid at all now.

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Now playing: Jeffrey Osborne - Back in love

I just go to bed hoping I'll 'accidentally' take too many drugs & die in my sleep. But here's the post Today I forgot how to drive. You can read it now because maybe someone taking my child away from me is the best thing for both of us.

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Now playing: OJays - Backstabbers

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Now playing: LeAnn Rimes - Blue

Now the fucking thing is "processing"

God.



Goodnight.

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Going to da docta

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Now playing: Brian McNight - Anytime



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365 Things about ME - 2

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LIKE the Duggars. Yes, the 20 kids & counting people. It pisses me off when people say "Stop having kids" or compare them to Kate Gosselin or the Octomom.

The Duggars have NO DEBT. They go on Missionary Missions with their kids. They teach that serving others is one of the most important things to learn & do.

They are an admirable family and I WISH I had 1/8th the patience of Michelle. (And half the sex. She clearly getting it on the regular!)

I pray for them. I prayed when Little Josie was born prematurely because Michelle had a gall stone problem.

I think they're awesome & anyone who disagrees is a hater.

:-)

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Now playing: Train - Hey Soul Sister

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PayPal is run by IDIOTS!

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s it just me, or is PayPal run by a bunch of fucking morons?



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Now playing: Lady Gaga ft.Beyonce - Telephone

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Anti-Meth Ad Discuss.

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Now playing: The Roots - Don't Say Nothin

I want to shoot Kim Kardashian in the face

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ith a paint-ball gun.

That wasn't the original title of this post, but I realized I'd get more readers with that title. ☺

Now playing: Snow Tha Product - Break 'em

What really started this rant is all the celebrities who don't do ANYTHING in their "field of expertise". They're all media whores doing commercials for makeup, perfume & WTFever.

Admittedly I'm not one of those people watching E! news & reading tabloids or People magazine, but I can't remember the following celebrities doing ANYTHING that originally made them famous. Now all they do is commercials. This irritates me.

1. Gwen Stefani


2. Jennifer Hudson


3. Drew Barrymore


4. Eva Mendes

Now I would like to thank fucking Jennifer Lopez for A) Replacing Jennifer Hudson as the most irritating commercial on TV. It's so irritating that I think I'm getting more exercise trying to find the damned remote so I can zap through those effing Fiat Commercials.

Fiat, really?

Even if they gave you a free one you wouldn't drive that motherfucker! and 2) I don't give a flying fart about who you are smooshing with and YOU ARE 1 OF THE MAIN REASONS I STOPPED WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL. The judges aren't supposed to cry, Jenny from the block! Go "Dance for your Papi" and get the hell off my damned TV.

Listening to: Lady GaGa - Judas


OMLY, as if riding through Wal-Mart on my scooter on Nov 1 and seeing Christmas trees & hearing Christmas music when it's still 70 fucking degrees outside wasn't bad enough, I'm going past the cosmetics area & I see Kardashian Fingernail Polish.

I swear if Wal-mart wasn't the cheapest store around here I would boycott the bitch on principle.

The Kardashians are MEDIA WHORES AND I HATE SEEING THEIR FACES EVERYWHERE I GO!

Listening to: Drake ft. Lil Wayne & Tyga - The Motto

On a side note:

Dear God, please let my anti depressant start working SOON. If it's not the right one, please let me get a better AND CHEAP ONE next time I see my Dr. If Xanax 3 times a day in addition to my AD isn't working I don't know how long I can go without actually cussing someone out or thinking "fuck it" and ramming the next idiot who TRIES to cut me off in traffic. Even my 14 year old cousin recognizes my road rage from the 1 (ONE) time he rode with me.

Even I realize that I don't normally hate everything this much and I'm getting on my own nerves.

If not for me, at least do it for Evan. The poor kid is getting a crash course in "Dealing with Bitches" and he's not even getting laid to put up with me.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Listening to: Brian McNight - Anytime

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FUCKING OPINION OUTPOST

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he first e-mail:

Maybe they're all confusalated because in my first e-mail to them. about 2 FUCKING WEEKS AGO, I did mix up my first & last name...

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Yesterday

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Now playing: Lady Gaga - Poker Face



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I think I'm forgetting to breathe.

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o mow I have Waking Apnea?

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